Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Four Wolves

Once, before I fell asleep, I was thinking, what is my real name? My true nature, name that vibrates my inner being. And that is how I decided to to call my first book "Four Wolves". Story that goes back beyond time, history, story of brute violence and deep yearning and love.
It is a love story between Eternal Woman and Her prophet. I tried to describe my feelings I have toward Eternal Woman through the character of prophet called Four Wolves. Although book is full of violence and horror, it is also enveloped in deep and passionate love.
Unfortunately, I don't have it translated yet, but as soon I have it I'll post it.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

Hunter and the Wolf Goddess

A year ago I wrote basic lines for the story of Wolf Goddess and a hunter. It is a story saturated with passionate, wild love between the Goddess and Man. Full of action, rejection, suffering, running away, salvation, shape-shifting and sex. I wanted to publish it, but then I realized I live in a small country in which the audience for erotic literature is still very small, uneducated (in sense that only hard and trashy pornography is something people are looking for, and of course, pornography here is still completely male oriented), and something like the story of Wolf Goddess would be just ostracized. Not only because it is erotic, but also because it's talking about something wild in all of us, about final freedom and breaking the chains of ordinary and acceptable.
I don't want to be presumptuous, but I think that this story is not "male" oriented, it is "both sex" oriented. Emotional, phisycal, steeped in the world of fantasy and horror, hot story of sharing love between divine being and human.
Well, it is obviously I didn't publish it. But I made few illustrations I want to share with you. Maybe, someday I'll publish it.
Dream of Hunter. Wolf as his guide.
Guided by his dream, he enters the cave of Wolf Goddess.She invites him...
... eager to make love with him.She transforms into Her real shape in the moment when Hunter needs Her to save him.
Hunter transformed into wolf.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

The Call

I have always wanted to make erotic art. Actually, I have made it. From the time I steped into Goddess' realm (maybe 15 years ago), my art became deeply erotic. From that time all figures in my paintings and drawings, whether they are male or female, are naked. I don't care much about the "style". I have always believed that the way you depict something changes with the character of the story you want to tell. I made art I wanted to see in the world.
When I started to write stories and poems, I found myself enveloped again in erotica. I wrote things I wanted to read.
These are some of my paintings and illustrations. Hopefully, I will be able to post some of my poems once they are translated.
These paintings I made in honor to Eternal Woman, while I was trying to combine real woman and goddess.

These paintings, I must admit, I like a lot. I tried to put all my thoughts and emotions I have for Eternal Woman into paintings which have a short story in the beackground. Each story is unique, settled in different space and different time, describing my love and longing.

These are just illustrations. I like them a lot.